Why Do I Let It Get To Me???

Still no word from the Bagel. This is the longest I've gone without having any contact from him. I'm trying really hard to just go about my daily business, but the same question keeps playing in my mind over and over again...

What the hell happened?

I know I should just forget about him, but I'm just so baffled because up until Saturday everything seemed to be going so well. I believed we truly enjoyed each other's company, and he was very polite and respectful towards me. It would have been different if I had seen warning signs, but just like with K, I was totally blindsided.

I'm really beginning to think I have bad guy karma.